Profilectlx.Carlene Tan Li Xuan 11th July 1988. Currently 23+. Studied in St. Anthony's Canossian Primary and Secondary School, SRJC (first 3 months), TPJC, NUS FASS (econs). loves family, friends, chocs, western desserts, yellow, etc etc.
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Sunday, August 07, 20051 blessing, 2 blessings, 3 blessings...haha, they're uncountable. i gotta admit i've been moody and feeling awfully crappy, but you know what, i'm counting my blessings and i realise there's so many i'll never be able to count them all. Every tiny little thing that i possess is a blessing to me. And every true friend is worth millions and zillions of blessings so just imagine how lucky i am to have met such wonderful pple. :) oh, i think i forgot to thank someone else in my entry the other time, and that's my PW grp leader who attempted to cheer me up but like made me tear even more lar, but nevertheless, he was there... thank u! haha.. i'm alright now i guess, but i mean, the guilt is there and all, but we just gotta look forward rite, if its meant to be then it is, as long as i do my part as a friend then its fine, i hope. anyways back to today, just had tranining in the morning, was rather tired cos i slept quite late last night, and i couldn't smash properly today, quite sad bout that but oh well... oh ya, was pissed just now. super pissed... i remembered myself waiting for my parents for nearly an hour in the past, and if i ever made a sound about it, i'd get scolding and be ignored for a day or 2, but u know, now, my bro just has to wait FIFTEEN mins and he complains like nobody's business and my parents don't say a single shit. its irrritating me totally. see, i have training in the morning rite, while my bro has his chi tuition, so my parents usually stops by tm to shop and stuff, and i'd wait for him at a usual stop to pick me then pick my bro, and every time, as in EVERY time he comes up the car, he never fails to insult me with "see lar, i have to wait 15 mins for some snail" and its always my fault and damn it its only 15 mins lar, last time i waited for nearly an hour can, and i had to shut up. i was super pissed, i mean like hello, once or twice u say that i ren, but its EVERY SINGLE WEEK, u know how bloddy irritating that is, and my mum don't even say anything when its her fault. sick can. and when i try to argue back, my mum asks me to shut up. like argh!!! SO BLOODY BIAS. he's freaking rude to every single member in the house, rude to my grandparents etc, and my mum doesn't say a single thing. except when he's rude to HER own parents, freaking irritating, and when he's so disrespectful to my paternal parents, she just laughs it off and closes her eyes. how sick, bias and unkind, and she said i was selfish, and i had to teach him. oh pls, look at whose not teaching her child. ARGH!!!!!!! and she claims... CLAIMS she's fair.. oh pls lor... urgh... ARGH!!!! okay, breathe, count to 10... 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10. okay, done being pissed. but coming to think of it, i seriosuly wonder how long i'll last... oh ya oh ya! i haven said the best part, every time my parents are late to pick my bro rite, my mum ALWAYS pushes the blame to my dad, in fact, i never heard herself saying its her fault and she has the cheeck to say my sis never admits her mistakes, now i know where the genes come from.. *rolls eyes* and no wonder my bro is so rude to my dad. stupid boy. argh! okay... so that's all for now, heading to my grands soon, nothing to do there. boring... tomorrow's the marching thing for ndp. hope everything turn out okay, we're suppose to be in school by 6.45 and i know for sure that mei yi and cheryl will be late. super sure. and as for the class outing after that... if valr's not going, i dun think i'll go either... ah well... i'll see bout it... |